That weird feeling called “ I am single”

Right now there so much I wanna talk about that the thoughts are colliding into each other and falling over each other and yet through the rush rush of each adrenaline laced mind runners theres a huge deep hollow sinking feelingi cannot ignore , I know it when I see it , its like the start of a migrane that comes before an important meeting with your boss or a pimple that comes bang on your nose the day you have a hot coffee date in the evening .
A new haircut with read streaks , 9 books I am redaing simultaneously and loving them all, many night outs with close pals and many dried tears after , hey also a nose pin I acquired today evening well all those did help but then ….the feelings still there
Maybe its time I took myself out for coffee at that new place near home with a good book my spectacles and ofcourse a diary in which I can spill my thoughts. Maybe that and a good long walk a good swim , a pedicure manicure and a headmassage all done…I can atleast hope that I can smile again……